Episode 073: Flirting on Our Birthdays (Fogged View)
- 5 days ago
- 1 min read
It was odd because I was discussing how I'm tired of flirting with women since it feels so insincere, and then I ended up attracting a group of women who were flirting with me. It was an enjoyable experience, but it always leaves me feeling somewhat empty when the flirting ends and we realize we were just playing a game that none of us can truly take seriously. I lost four seconds because I hit a curb that knocked my camera offline, but it feels like I lost much more time due to the reaction to my joke. Still, I would say I enjoy making people laugh, even if it involves a bit of flirting, but I definitely miss being in love. This is a difficult episode to post because it reveals a side of me that people might perceive as a vulnerable weakness, but in reality, it's my most stubborn side, unyielding in its quest for a meaningful relationship with someone who respects me. I really want to be deeply in love with someone, but it always seems like a business transaction or a situation filled with conditions of performance. I would prefer a year of deep love over a lifetime of settling for someone who is just too afraid to be alone or wants a man to provide for her but doesn't respect his mind, body, or soul.
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